Oct. '72: The Great Sphinx of history staring into the charnel house that the 20th century has become smiles with a different secret these days, and only a few of us see it. That I-have-a-secret look is no longer saying "decode me," but rather: will there be a future for humanity at all?
Since the last Ice Age whole species of animals have died out and man has gone from a cave-dwelling hunter/gatherer to a builder of monuments and cities. But given the history of the 20th century, what happens now? Pull out all the stops and curse the future?
History moves in "ages." It's had its Age of Faith, Age of Reason, Age of Revolution, and who knows what else. But when the victims of our negligence look back on this era - what with its wars, economic manipulations, destruction of the environment, and scientific negligence - surely they will call it the Age of Folly.
Monday, February 18, 2013
Sunday, February 17, 2013
The Drummond Diaries
Oct. '72: Humanistic History: Where is all this heading? Vietnam is still raging on and the only thing that remains unchanged up to this point is the fact that all efforts at injecting a humanistic element into history have failed. Why? Our inability to even influence those very forces that have made history the train wreck that it is, as if there were no entry point into the argument, no connection at all. Either that or something very important has been consistently missing in the plan to educate the world in a new idea.
Perhaps one of the biggest mistakes has been our incessant habit of making the human "exception" the bearer of the message. While this can serve as a valuable example for others, it also tends to represent an unattainable ideal, disheartening in that it may be out of reach. Maybe what we've been failing to see is the simple fact that, almost by definition, the things achieved by those historical "exceptions" are never brought to closure for a reason - the process has no end, and any one of us can be that next "exception."
Perhaps one of the biggest mistakes has been our incessant habit of making the human "exception" the bearer of the message. While this can serve as a valuable example for others, it also tends to represent an unattainable ideal, disheartening in that it may be out of reach. Maybe what we've been failing to see is the simple fact that, almost by definition, the things achieved by those historical "exceptions" are never brought to closure for a reason - the process has no end, and any one of us can be that next "exception."
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
Read Chapter 1 of "The Ropewalk"
THE ROPEWALK
Copyright © 2011 by John Knauf.
ISBN: 978-1-4620-5273-8 (sc)
ISBN: 978-1-4620-5272-1 (ebk)
Printed in the United States of America
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Chapter 1
Copyright © 2011 by John Knauf.
ISBN: 978-1-4620-5273-8 (sc)
ISBN: 978-1-4620-5272-1 (ebk)
Printed in the United States of America
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Anyone who understands at all what is meant by saying that
the soul is the idea of an existence, will also divine a near relationship
between it and a sure sense of destiny, and must regard life itself…as
directed, irrevocable in every line, and fate-laden.
The only space that remains open to us is visual
space, and in it places have been found for the relics of the other senses as
properties and effects of things seen in the light…salvation is
emancipation from the spell of that light-world and its facts.
Oswald Spengler, Decline
of the West
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Chapter 1
The first thing I should
explain is how I came to find myself sharing a rather large apartment building
with only one other person. Actually, I should correct that to say “a person
and a half” because the person in question was a woman who had a young daughter
about five or six years of age. So in reality there were three of us residing
in the building, of whom only two were capable of what I would consider
rational thought. All the other occupants had already left for parts unknown
for the upcoming holidays. She lived in the hall below mine, in an apartment
approximately in the center of the building.
The building
itself was curious in that it was long and narrow and only had the two floors,
but sprawled for a considerable distance because it was a renovated rope
factory originally built in the latter part of the eighteenth century. Back
then they made long ropes for sailing ships in there, and in order to get a
continuous braid, the “rope walk” had to go on for however long the ropes themselves
had to be. Historically, some of these buildings went on for nearly a quarter
mile, but the one I lived in was considerably shorter, being just a little over
five hundred feet in length. Rumor mill sources claimed it had originally been
much longer.
It had bustled
with activity for nearly a century, but eventually steam power began to replace
the sails, and its days were numbered. Then it gradually slowed down until
finally, down to its last few employees, it closed its doors sometime in the
late eighteen hundreds.
After that it
sat for decades, remarkably undisturbed by the elements and preserved, so said
the local legends, by the sheer quantity of pitch, tallow, tar, and whatever
else was used on the ropes back then as a preservative. In the latter years of
the nineteenth century, an enterprising development firm bought it and turned
it into an apartment building in anticipation of a college being founded
somewhere on the adjacent peninsula. Once the college opened, it was reasoned,
both students and faculty would need a place to live. It was an insider’s deal,
but the sagacity of the political informants who championed it quickly fell
into disrepute when the college never materialized. The way I heard it, the
entire speculative process boiled down to a visit by Joshua Lawrence
Chamberlain, the President of Bowdoin College and hero of Little Round Top in
the Civil War, who, over dinner in the nearby town of Bowford, once casually
commented on how nice it would be to have a branch of Bowdoin College situated
in such a beautiful area. By the time that idle thought reached the
speculators, it was a done deal, and it was assumed that Chamberlain’s
reputation alone would make it happen. So the old ropewalk was purchased and
quickly turned into a rooming house. Then, when Chamberlain showed no signs of
expanding the college, funding dried up, the speculators slipped away, and the
building was once again left to the elements.
Even the
spelling of the town was changed to accommodate the arrival of the college. Originally,
it was a French name, which was not surprising since the town was so near the
border with Canada. It was spelled “Beaufort” then, and only became “Bowford”
after Chamberlain’s visit, the “B-o-w” part intended to mimic the beginning of
“Bowdoin” and flatter the future patron. The “fort” became “ford” probably
through a simple language ambiguity. When I once pointed out to a local that
the “ford” part made no sense since “ford” usually meant a river crossing and
there was no river to cross, that person rather indignantly replied, “Well,
maybe there was a river here back then,” as if rivers came and went
geologically in the span of a few human lifetimes.
One of the
consequences of the renovated building never having been used for its intended
purpose was the fact that the plumbing, though primitive by today’s standards,
remained functional through its idle period. This, coupled with the appearance
not of a college but of a boarding school in the nineteen-fifties, saved it
from eventual extinction. A new group of speculators bought it, cleaned it up,
and sold it to the school as a dormitory. Since it was intended to address the
housing needs of a school located rather far from the nearest town, the
designers’ original plan included rooms for students and apartments for
teachers, a curious anomaly first seen as objectionable but later appreciated
by the administration when they came to realize that having teachers living in
the same building ensured a staff of hall monitors at no additional charge.
Because the
plumbing was of an antiquated design, though, the building had a curious
anomaly—the only water service the rooms had was a simple sink and a cold-water
spigot. Hot water could be had by filling a small water heater over the sink
and heating it electrically, but none of the rooms had bathrooms or toilets. To
deal with this, the new developers had converted the old latrine-like water
closet on each floor to modern showers and toilet stalls. The arrangement
worked fine and even added a certain Victorian panache to the building, but I
doubt that anyone could ever have imagined the unexpected role this layout
would play in what happened there.
The upper
floor, the one I lived on, was dominated by individual rooms, some too small
for more than one occupant and others large enough for two beds and the meager
amenities called desks and bookshelves. Actual “apartments” of more than one
room were to be found mixed in with the rooms on the first floor. Rumor had it
that some of the apartments even had bathrooms, but since I had never been in
one, I could not substantiate the report. All of these multi-room apartments
were occupied by teachers at the school who were married and/or had children of
their own. Since I was single, I was shunted off to one of the one-room
enclaves on the upper floor. Also, since I was single, I was evidently deemed
not worthy of the extra space of a double room and thus ended up in one of the
smaller, single-bed rooms, which, “status” considerations aside, didn’t bother
me at all.
I had come to
the Ropewalk—the building had retained the name of its original function—the
year before, 1977, because I was a teacher who had been looking for a job that
would take me away from the overdevelopment of southern New England. That
euphemistic word “development” had become synonymous with “special interests
pandering” for me, and I realized I had to either get away from it or do
something desperate. So when I found out about the job opening in northern
Maine, I figured, “Well, here’s a place that will escape the ravages of insider
corruption for a while. Why don’t I take it?” What worked in my favor was the
fact that there were not a lot of people anxious to move to the edge of the
earth. I suspected that mine may have been the only résumé they received.
I was a
history teacher, one of those dodo birds who were obsessed with knowing the
truth behind history’s constantly moving tides. Being single allowed me the
latitude to go where I wanted and do what I wanted, but denied me the
comfort—which on some level I equated with complacency—of actually bonding with
another human being. I had had two marriages, the first failing because we were
simply too young and too suffused with the residual efflorescence of the
sixties, the second because, despite moving into the seventies, I was not able
to shake that sixties glow from my overweaned sense of soul-mate idealism. It
was doomed from the start. Her father, an extremely pragmatic and highly
successful businessman, had never really liked me, thought I was too
impractical.
“Drummond,”
he’d once said—he never called me by my first name, Egan—“You’re like the
alchemists of the Middle Ages. You’ll spend your entire life looking for some
sort of elixir to turn lead into gold while your family slowly starves.” He was
probably right. But history, and its sister, archeology, were full of
characters much more interesting than anyone I actually knew. The mundane had
opened its umbrella of mediocrity over all of us, leveled the playing field of
the passions, given us security, and made us all uninteresting.
The reason the
building was empty just then was because the Christmas vacation had started,
and all the students had returned to their homes and would not be back until
after the new year. The teachers had also left to spend the holidays with
family or other relatives. The reason I was still in the building was because I
wanted to take advantage of the peace and quiet that would prevail when
everyone else was gone. I had set personal goals for myself, things I wanted to
accomplish—as a history teacher I had decided to enhance my professional
reputation by writing a history of the region—but had become negligent because
I had allowed myself to be interrupted and sidetracked by my many
“acquaintances” among the students. They visited me constantly. This came about
because I was the coach for the baseball team.
No one else had wanted that sidebar activity, and the program was threatened
with shutdown until I, literally, stepped up to the plate. I instantly became
the athletic wunderkind. It didn’t even matter how well we played; it only
mattered that we played.
I had also started a
martial arts club, resurrecting my long-dormant abilities in that arena under
the guise of instilling a sense of personal discipline in the students. I had
gotten my black belt in Tae Kwon Do about ten years before, the culmination of
an interest developed in my adolescence. My instructor, a Korean master, had
told me I was “ideally suited” for the fighting arts, both because my six-foot
height was not so tall that I had too much body area to cover, and because my
long, lean legs—I’d been a runner in college—allowed me to kick to an
opponent’s head with no special effort.
He’d also
encouraged me to develop what he called “the look.” I had had a thin, black
mustache in those earlier years, and this, along with my dark hair, pronounced
cheekbones, and deep-set, dark eyes, could, with a carefully practiced sneer,
make me look quite threatening, an ability that went a long way toward
unnerving an opponent. “To fight is about unbalance opponent,” he’d said in his
broken English. “Psych him out,” was what he had been trying to say, and it
worked well, both in and out of the practice ring. It sometimes backfired with
women, though, so to soften my look, I got rid of the mustache.
Nevertheless, I hadn’t
practiced the art in so long that I was seriously rusty and knew that I had
become stiff, slow, and badly timed. In spite of this, some of the students
took to it like a fish to water, warrior ethic and all. It was good exercise in
any case, and I had no illusions about aspiring to be some kind of champion.
And it was safe; there were so few people in that part of New England who had
ever studied the fighting arts that the chances that I would be challenged were
extremely remote. And the mystique of the art itself kept the undecided
challengers at bay.
The one thing I was not
qualified to coach the students on was relationships, so I stayed away from
that subject on the pretense that their adolescent love and lust affairs were
too far beneath me to notice. The reality was I had absolutely nothing to tell
them about how to make a relationship work. How could I with my track record?
In spite of that shortcoming, I seemed to be inordinately popular through no conscious
effort of my own. But the upshot was, I never seemed to have a moment’s rest. I
would no sooner sit down and begin to work, when the floorboards in the hall
would creak and announce the approach of one of my many “friends.” A moment
more and there would be a knock on the door. Once interrupted, I knew there was
no hope of returning to what I had been doing; my caller would invite himself
in and remain sometimes for hours either unloading his problems on my attentive
ears, updating the rumor-mill file with the latest suspicions, or simply
bending those ears with his talk. I was a good listener and because of that had
become a sort of unofficial father confessor, a decidedly one-sided virtue.
Thus
conditioned to expect the worst whenever I had an unoccupied moment, I soon
abandoned all hope of ever accomplishing anything as long as the building was
full of people. I therefore had been looking forward to the approaching holiday
with a sense of relief, not because it was Christmas but because I would finally
have some time to myself. Once everyone was gone, however, I found to my
amazement that the stillness was almost maddening. The vastness of the building
only then became apparent, and at one point I had this unsettling feeling that
the whole world had either sunk beneath me, or I was the only one who hadn’t
gotten the message to move out. I resisted the temptation to do the Robinson
Crusoe thing and shout into the empty hall just to hear if my voice would echo.
I took the whole first day getting accustomed to what I could only describe as
the voluminous silence.
It was during
that period that I discovered I was not alone in the building after all. It
happened on the second evening while I was preparing my supper. The building
had a communal kitchen on the first floor, about halfway down the length of the
hall. This kitchen, like the communal bathrooms, was an afterthought added by
the developers to cover the possibility that there might be people who wanted
to prepare their own meals rather than eat in the school cafeteria. So one of
the rooms was turned into a no-frills kitchen. It had a stove, cold-water sink
with its electric water heater, refrigerator, cabinets, and two small
restaurant-like bench booths. Not exactly a class act but enough to get the job
done. I was down there concocting one of my no-frills meals when I was suddenly
confronted with Margaret Gillespie, one of the English composition teachers,
who also, oddly enough, doubled as a phys ed teacher. Her little daughter,
Sonya, was with her.
I was caught
completely off guard by her sudden appearance. For some reason, I felt that
she, of all the people there, would be one of those most anxious to leave the
Ropewalk because of stories I’d heard from my many student visitors about how
unhappy she was. She was young, married, and evidently bored to tears by the
lack of social life in nearby Bowford. Yet there she was, with Sonya in tow,
still in the building when everyone else was gone.
This was an
interesting development. Margaret was, by general consensus, a real “looker,”
and most of the men at the school, whether they articulated it or not, whether
married or single, yearned for some sort of contact with her—a touch, a moment
of discourse, a one-night stand, or, in some cases, an outright affair. She had
dark brown, shoulder-length hair and, although only of average height, moved
with an athletic suppleness that made her seem taller, or at least more
commanding, than she actually was. I surmised that this suppleness was a
product of her physical education activities, but since I knew nothing about
her, I couldn’t be sure.
What I was
sure about was that there was something else about her that was so startlingly
different that I couldn’t help but notice her. It was her eyes; when I first
met her at the school, I’d noticed that her brown eyes had a slightly
elliptical aspect to them, oddly out of sync for a Caucasian, that had led me
to believe that maybe there was some oriental or possibly South American
ancestor somewhere in the family tree. It was none of my business, of course,
and whether that was true or not was completely irrelevant in view of how well
it all went together. Her projected persona, out of reach but not lost on me,
was one of quiet self-assurance built on a subtle sensuality.
All of this
resonated on an instinctive level the moment I saw her, of course, causing a
reaction that I was sure registered on my face for at least a passing moment. I
recovered quickly, though, assumed my usual “social neutrality” attitude, and
smiled as she and Sonya stepped into the kitchen.
If Margaret
had an arresting aspect to her, it was nothing in comparison to her daughter,
but for a completely different reason. Sonya had always seemed strange to me,
not because she was in any way unattractive but because she was so different
from both of her parents. She had Margaret’s eye shape and color, but her
mother’s chestnut-colored hair and her father’s curly, blond locks were not
conducive to the straight, black hair that Sonya had and that seemed to grow
unusually low on her forehead. That could’ve been just the way it was combed,
of course, but when combined with facial features that I could only describe as
somehow unsettled, changeable, and amorphous, she had such an aspect of the
rare and exotic about her that she actually made me a bit uncomfortable.
Even stranger
was her apparent ability to actually use this unsettledness; she would look at
me one way, then change her position and expression and seem to be a completely
different person. “Rubbery” was the only word that came to mind whenever I saw
her features going through their odd metamorphosis. The first time I saw it I
was totally transfixed, standing there watching the child become some other
child right before my eyes, then reverting back to the original. But even while
she was doing that, there was no point when her features seemed to resemble
those of her parents, and all I could think of was that some sort of genetic
“back-tick” was at work, one of those rare events that cause a child to look
more like an earlier ancestor than her actual parents.
What I found
most remarkable about this was that Margaret’s features didn’t reveal any of
this ability. She was, by all accounts, unselfconsciously attractive—really
quite stunning when dressed up for some school event—and her husband, tall,
blond, and blue-eyed, but with a slight propensity to put on a little weight,
was still able to turn a few female heads. How their offspring inherited this
unusual characteristic was, to me, the consummate genetic mystery. But there
was no point in denying what was true. I found the child oddly—and, admittedly,
maybe reluctantly—“different.” Naturally, I never uttered a word of this to
anyone, not even casually. Some things were better left unsaid.
“Margaret,” I
said. “You startled me. I thought I was the only one in the building.” I was
taking some liberties with my familiar tone. In actual fact, she and I tended
to move in different social strata, and although I’d seen her almost every day
at the school, I had only ever spoken with her a few times at various faculty
functions, and even then only briefly. The truth was, I hardly knew her at all.
Her response
surprised me. There wasn’t one. She simply stood there staring at me as if she
hadn’t heard me.
“I
didn’t realize you could cook,” she finally said.
I took that at
face value, which is to say I assumed it was some sort of caulk to plug up the
hole in the conversation.
“I wouldn’t
exactly call this ‘cooking,’” I said with a smile. “All I’m really doing is satisfying
a biological need. ‘Cooking,’ on the other hand….”
“Are you
staying here right through Christmas?” she interrupted. Little Sonya looked up
at me with her coal-black eyes. Her face was a rubber mask slowly crinkling
into a smile.
“Ah, well, I
don’t know if I’ll actually be here on Christmas day, but I do plan on being
here at least up to the day before Christmas Eve. Would that be Christmas
Fore-eve?” I smiled at my own little joke but she didn’t pick up on it.
She seemed
tense about something. She smiled, but I noticed, or maybe sensed, that it was
a forced smile. Maybe it was because even while smiling her eyebrows remained
taut, as if she were shielding her eyes from the glare of the overhead light.
But the fluorescent overhead was not harsh; indeed, as the gloom thickened
outside, it was obvious that the one light alone was barely enough for a room
that size. Like virtually everything else in the building, it was probably one
more aspect of its checkered construction legacy.
“Could
probably use more light in here,” I said.
She nodded and
looked past me through the window to the rapidly falling curtain of darkness
outside. “It gets dark early this time of year.”
I
nodded.
“There’s a
storm coming in,” she went on. “Sleet, hail, snow, high winds. Coming right in
off the ocean. I hope we don’t lose power.” She stepped over to the window and
peered out. “It’s already started.”
In truth, it
had. I could hear the first faint hits of the sleet on the glass. I had been so
intent on eating that I hadn’t noticed. Beyond the sound of the sleet, I could
hear the pounding of the surf on the rocky coastline, a scant hundred yards
away. The Ropewalk was located very near the ocean precisely because back then
they were making ropes for sailing ships. It would not have made sense to make
the ropes in town, five miles away as the crow flies but three times that by
road, and then have to pay some mule teamster to bring them to the harbor.
She hugged
herself as if suddenly cold. “So, how long are you staying?”
“At
least until the day before Christmas Eve.”
“Oh, yes,
right. You just told me that.” She stuck her hands in her pockets and hunched
her shoulders. “Ah, Egan, you realize that you, Sonya, and I are the only
people in the building, right?”
“Actually,” I
replied, “I thought I was the only person in the building. I didn’t realize
that you were still here until now. So I guess I can’t say for certain that
there might not be someone else hanging around for a few days. And to be
honest,” and here I looked out at the gloom, “this storm might make it
difficult for anyone to leave for the next day or two. So if you or anyone else
plan to leave, you better do it now.” I realized the moment I said it that it
could be mistaken for an antisocial comment on my part, so I added, “Not that I
wouldn’t want the company. The emptiness is so huge it may take me a day or two
to get used to it.”
Once again,
she didn’t react to my comment. Instead, glancing from the window to me and
then back to the window, she said, “So you’ll be here for at least the next
four days? You wouldn’t, ah, leave early or anything, would you?”
By this time,
I had brought my dinner over to one of the booths and sat down to eat. Sonya
climbed up on the opposite bench and stared at my plate. “No, I won’t be
leaving early. I plan on using this time to catch up on some research and
writing that I’ve been trying to do.”
“What are you
writing?”
“A history of
this region, including, eventually, the building of this establishment,” and
here I waved my hand in an arc towards the ceiling to indicate I meant the
Ropewalk. “I haven’t gotten too far,” I added.
“You
should talk to Sil,” she said. “He grew up here, knows all the stories.”
She was
referring to Silio Muraceau, the maintenance man. In fact, I had already
considered approaching him for that very reason but as yet had not had the
chance. Or, for that matter, summoned up the nerve. Sil was a large-boned,
swarthy man with jet-black hair and something of an attitude. While only of
average height, he had massive shoulders and arms, and his constant scowl did
not invite overtures of friendship. “He doesn’t seem to be very friendly,” I
said.
“He’s
alright once you get to know him. He’s an Indian, you know. A Native American.”
I nodded. “So
I hear. People tell me he knows all the legends going back through the memory
of his people.” I hoped I didn’t sound too patronizing. The fact was, I had my
doubts about how thick the strain of Indian blood in his veins really was.
Someone had told me he was an Algonquin, and someone else had told me, no, he
was an Abenaki, the very group attacked and decimated by Rogers’ Rangers in the
French and Indian War. I, in my infinite patience, did not bother to inform the
speaker that the Abenakis were, in fact, members of the Algonquin group. I had
long since accepted that most people did not appreciate historical accuracy the
way I did.
“What is his
obsession with keeping the grass mowed?” I asked. “I watched him several times
during the summer almost frantically attacking the lawn with the mower. It was
like he was locked in mortal combat with the weeds and brush. What’s up with
that?” It was a feeble effort on my part to add some levity to the
conversation.
She smiled
briefly and shrugged, glanced out the window again at the gathering storm, then
said, “So you’re not aware of anyone else having stayed in the building?”
Something in
her tone caused me to stop eating. I studied her expression for a moment and
realized there was some meaning—a second question—behind the question. “No.
Like I said, as far as I knew I was the only one here. If you don’t mind my
asking—why are you and Sonya still here? Where’s Ben?”
Ben was her
husband. His full name was actually Benton, not Benjamin, and I knew from my
student visitors that it annoyed him whenever he received mail addressed to
“Benjamin Gillespie.”
“He had to
attend a conference. Can you believe that someone would actually organize and
hold a conference right before the Christmas vacation?”
“He couldn’t
take the two of you with him?”
“Well, not
really. At least he said he couldn’t. He’s coming by to pick us up on Christmas
Eve. Then we’ll be heading south to Connecticut. My parents live there.
Benton’s, too, for that matter. It’s about an eight hour drive, maybe longer if
the weather doesn’t improve by then.” She paused to pull Sonya away from the
table. The little girl had reached out for the food on my plate. “Is there any
chance that you might stay until Christmas Eve?”
“Sure, that
might happen. If I get on a roll with the project, I probably won’t want to
stop. The Christmas Fore-eve plan is not carved in stone.” I smiled again at my
little joke, and this time a faint flicker of a return smile crossed her lips.
“Why do you keep asking if I know if anyone else is in the building?”
She drew Sonya
to her. The little girl wrapped her arms around her mother’s leg and stared at
me. Margaret stroked the child’s hair for a moment before turning her attention
back to me. “Because,” she said in almost a whisper, “someone else is. I can
hear his footsteps out in the hall when I’m trying to sleep.”
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Tuesday, February 12, 2013
5 out of 5 stars Outstanding mystery and historical novel
This book is phenomenal in all respects...the depth of the
author's thoughts and writing, the storyline, the history, and the eeriness of
the plot will keep you up late into the night and will also have you checking
to ensure your home is securely locked to keep out any shuffling feet, make you
more aware of noises that happen in the middle of the night, and it may even
have you checking under your bed for uninvited guests.
An old rope factory turned into a dorm and one that is empty except for Egan, Margaret, Sonya, and unrecognizable sounds is the setting for this suspenseful, marvelously written book.
The two adult characters and one child are stuck in a dorm during a winter storm right before Christmas break. Margaret and Sonya are waiting for a ride home for the holidays, and Egan is trying to do research for his book. The trio connects and not much gets done except visiting, breakfasts, dinners, and trying to find out what the sounds are in the old place that keeps Margaret awake at night. Egan's "need to know" will become your "need to know" about everything that is occurring.
Mr. Knauf is talented in all literary aspects. His writing is exquisite and very detailed. You will become quite attached to all three characters and their "sound" search and also to Egan's research. The historical research will keep your interest if nothing else. Finding an abandoned, ancient village and exploring the dorm and its many hidden rooms was so well described in Mr. Knauf's exceptional style that you will want to jump in and help find the treasures.
This book was a mystery as well...something to be solved in the present and something to be discovered from the past. The author's exceptional writing style brings you close to the story and close to the feelings of the characters and allows you to become so absorbed in the story, you will be thinking about the book even when you aren't able to read it. You will grab any spare moment you can to continue on this remarkable journey that Mr. Kanuf brought to his readers.
It is a long book, but it does not get tedious because of the gifted author and his intriguing story. The 500-page book is definitely worth taking the time to absorb, learn, and enjoy. I can't say enough and give enough praise to Mr. Kanuf for his book.
The Ropewalk has something for everyone....suspense, mystery, history, questioning, love, an extremely brilliant, thought-provoking ending, and most of all an outstanding read that will stay with you long after you turn the last page. A very engaging, captivating read. 5/5
An old rope factory turned into a dorm and one that is empty except for Egan, Margaret, Sonya, and unrecognizable sounds is the setting for this suspenseful, marvelously written book.
The two adult characters and one child are stuck in a dorm during a winter storm right before Christmas break. Margaret and Sonya are waiting for a ride home for the holidays, and Egan is trying to do research for his book. The trio connects and not much gets done except visiting, breakfasts, dinners, and trying to find out what the sounds are in the old place that keeps Margaret awake at night. Egan's "need to know" will become your "need to know" about everything that is occurring.
Mr. Knauf is talented in all literary aspects. His writing is exquisite and very detailed. You will become quite attached to all three characters and their "sound" search and also to Egan's research. The historical research will keep your interest if nothing else. Finding an abandoned, ancient village and exploring the dorm and its many hidden rooms was so well described in Mr. Knauf's exceptional style that you will want to jump in and help find the treasures.
This book was a mystery as well...something to be solved in the present and something to be discovered from the past. The author's exceptional writing style brings you close to the story and close to the feelings of the characters and allows you to become so absorbed in the story, you will be thinking about the book even when you aren't able to read it. You will grab any spare moment you can to continue on this remarkable journey that Mr. Kanuf brought to his readers.
It is a long book, but it does not get tedious because of the gifted author and his intriguing story. The 500-page book is definitely worth taking the time to absorb, learn, and enjoy. I can't say enough and give enough praise to Mr. Kanuf for his book.
The Ropewalk has something for everyone....suspense, mystery, history, questioning, love, an extremely brilliant, thought-provoking ending, and most of all an outstanding read that will stay with you long after you turn the last page. A very engaging, captivating read. 5/5
The Ropewalk: The Drummond Diaries
The Ropewalk: The Drummond Diaries: The Drummond Diaries, Oct. '72: The birth/death inflection point: The time of the most deaths is also the time of the greatest number of bir...
The Drummond Diaries
The Drummond Diaries, Oct. '72: The birth/death inflection point: The time of the most deaths is also the time of the greatest number of births - that pre-dawn, breath-holding, semi-purple not-yet of the new day. It occurs with an almost conscious regularity, as if both the unborn infant and the dying aged sensed the same message as different sides of the same impulse: we are between the new and the old, so now is the time. We have reached that neither-nor point between the two, and while one wails with the shock of being born, the other sighs in resignation and final release. But I suspect that both sense it as a dream in passing and wonder what lies ahead.
One can't help but wonder what it is about us mortals that we so vehemently begrudge God his/her immortality.
One can't help but wonder what it is about us mortals that we so vehemently begrudge God his/her immortality.
Monday, February 11, 2013
The Ropewalk: Silver's Reviews
The Ropewalk: Silver's Reviews: My thanks to Elizabeth for citing "The Ropewalk" as one of her favorite books of 2012. http://silversolara.blogspot.com/2012/12/my-favor...
The Ropewalk: Writer's Digest Review of "The Ropewalk"
The Ropewalk: Writer's Digest Review of "The Ropewalk": This is an ambitious and inspiring book, written by a philosopher-poet. The writer is clearly interested in the line between rational an...
Sunday, February 10, 2013
Silver's Reviews
My thanks to Elizabeth for citing "The Ropewalk" as one of her favorite books of 2012.
The End of Indian Summer
The Drummond Diaries 10/23/72 How crisp the air is at this time of year. The day was cool and golden with the last leaves of the year scurrying across the road like errant autumn nut gatherers. Everything is laying in and lying fallow for the upcoming winter.
Odd that the willows hold out for as long as they do.
But the walk after school was a refreshing feast for the senses. Great splashes of gold on withered gray limbs, stone walls snaking away into the forest. A wisp of the familiar on the air. And my soul somehow still very far away.
Odd that the willows hold out for as long as they do.
But the walk after school was a refreshing feast for the senses. Great splashes of gold on withered gray limbs, stone walls snaking away into the forest. A wisp of the familiar on the air. And my soul somehow still very far away.
Cosmic Exceptions
The Drummond Diaires, 10/9/72 - The way some people carry on about their "specialness," one would think that some sort of cosmic cherry-picking device is at work in the loftier social realms, rather than the simple coin-toss of luck, circumstance, and means. If one life can be judged a "mistake," then without the cherry-picker, all lives can be so judged. But there are no cosmic exceptions, except where, once again, fate and means make that claim possible. But if one life is deemed valuable, then all possess the same potential value. If one life is "entitled" to reach out for the dangling threads of the happiness rushing past him, then all are so entitled. If one life sees he must take the course that falls to him to the exclusion of all else, then maybe all lives have to do the same thing.
On the most elemental level of reasoning, it becomes an inescapable conclusion that all must do the same thing. That some win and some lose is once again simply a manifestation of the die roll of luck, circumstance, and means. Every week someone wins the lottery; that makes him lucky, not special. Every other conclusion is a fabrication concocted by the cherry-picker.
On the most elemental level of reasoning, it becomes an inescapable conclusion that all must do the same thing. That some win and some lose is once again simply a manifestation of the die roll of luck, circumstance, and means. Every week someone wins the lottery; that makes him lucky, not special. Every other conclusion is a fabrication concocted by the cherry-picker.
Sunday, January 20, 2013
The Drummond Diaries
The Drummond Diaries 10/9/72 - On Back to Nature & Aggression: It wasn't civilization and free market business that caused man to be aggressive; these things were caused BY man's aggression. There is an inverted reasoning among the various denominations of social utopians that would have us believing in some implausible world of the past where simple nature folk tended cattle and fished in the shade all day. Then along comes an evil called "society" that forces its will on the surprised inhabitants, who then become aggressive and try to shake off this burden. In this scenario, "society" becomes an abstraction, a sloganeer's selling point, and they make that abstraction sound like some Grendel-like horror stalking the fens of the human mind in search of fears to prey on.
But it was man himself who placed that load on his own shoulders in an attempt to control those very aggressions that, unchecked, threatened to destroy him. The story is an old one, and modern society is simply a new backdrop for this latest rerun of a misunderstood idea. That man is still incapable of controlling his primal desires is simply more evidence of the fact that he has not matured, and maybe never will.
Nevertheless, this seedling of an idea persists, almost like a permanently imbedded collective memory. The "Garden of Eden" story. Avalon. Isle of the Blessed. The catalog of places that never were seems endless.
But it was man himself who placed that load on his own shoulders in an attempt to control those very aggressions that, unchecked, threatened to destroy him. The story is an old one, and modern society is simply a new backdrop for this latest rerun of a misunderstood idea. That man is still incapable of controlling his primal desires is simply more evidence of the fact that he has not matured, and maybe never will.
Nevertheless, this seedling of an idea persists, almost like a permanently imbedded collective memory. The "Garden of Eden" story. Avalon. Isle of the Blessed. The catalog of places that never were seems endless.
Thursday, January 10, 2013
The Drummond Diaries, Sept '72: Right vs. Wrong - In a society that has lost its values, "wrong" is no longer a concept but simply an expedient. By inference, "right" also has no place on any sort of value scale and cannot oppose "wrong" on any moral or ethical grounds; it is either no longer recognized, or is measured against some other standard. If it is no longer recognized, then to speak of "doing what's right," even if intended to prevent furthering a perceived wrong, is simply a functional myth, or maybe a functional expedient. And the problem with expedients is that they are not immovable baselines; they are conditioned by circumstance and politics. Nazi Germany was proof enough of that.
So where does that leave a society that has lost its values? In a valueless society, is an act simply an act, devoid of meaning, like a stone in the woods falling on a colony of ants and killing them? Is economic expediency the only metric left? Or how about utilitarianism? "What is useful is right." Does anyone but me see the lightless tunnel at the end of that policy?
Therein lies the danger for a society that no longer has any values, or that doesn't recognize itself any more.
So where does that leave a society that has lost its values? In a valueless society, is an act simply an act, devoid of meaning, like a stone in the woods falling on a colony of ants and killing them? Is economic expediency the only metric left? Or how about utilitarianism? "What is useful is right." Does anyone but me see the lightless tunnel at the end of that policy?
Therein lies the danger for a society that no longer has any values, or that doesn't recognize itself any more.
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